Nothing without Saturday, Oct 22 2011

You are breaking me

I am hurting

You have no idea what you are doing to me

You are so ignorant

I hate you for it

And I am broken because you do not love me

Give me a word
A hope
A sign

I need you!
I must have you!
I can not help it.
Where are you?
Why are you?

What are we?
I can not be your lover
I need more
I need safety
I need you completely

Can you give me that?

We need to speak
Call me.
You must call me.
If I contact you, I will scare you away

I can not be without you

I can not exist

You have given me the world
Do not take it back

I beg you
Take care of me
I am fragile
I break easily

Find me

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It is not a game Saturday, Oct 22 2011

I do not love you
Do I love you?
I do not think I do

Still, I am attatched to you
You are in my mind constantly
I curl up, holding myself together
As if i would loose myself if I let go

It is your faulth
You make me like this
You do not love me

That is why I can not make myself feel
I want to
Be yours

Be mine.
Love me!
Never leave me again.

I am waiting for you to contact me
I know you will not
Not for days
And when you do
It will be to use me.

I am not your toy.

There are things you should know about me
I feel
And when I do
I feel immensely
Intensely

Right now, I feel you
I do not know how to relate to you
I need answers

You confuse me!
I hate you
I can not live without you

We have been togehter twice
I have slept with you five times

I do not know the name of your brother

Who are you,
my familiar stranger?

I am not your toy!
If you shall have me, you shall have me completely
Nothing less.

I am complicated,
I am worth it
I am beautiful

Why are you not here with me now?

I love you
Not
Maybe 

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