I do not love you
Do I love you?
I do not think I do

Still, I am attatched to you
You are in my mind constantly
I curl up, holding myself together
As if i would loose myself if I let go

It is your faulth
You make me like this
You do not love me

That is why I can not make myself feel
I want to
Be yours

Be mine.
Love me!
Never leave me again.

I am waiting for you to contact me
I know you will not
Not for days
And when you do
It will be to use me.

I am not your toy.

There are things you should know about me
I feel
And when I do
I feel immensely
Intensely

Right now, I feel you
I do not know how to relate to you
I need answers

You confuse me!
I hate you
I can not live without you

We have been togehter twice
I have slept with you five times

I do not know the name of your brother

Who are you,
my familiar stranger?

I am not your toy!
If you shall have me, you shall have me completely
Nothing less.

I am complicated,
I am worth it
I am beautiful

Why are you not here with me now?

I love you
Not
Maybe